waruikodomo195

waruikodomo195 @ 2006-03-01T00:05:00

2006-03-01T10:06:47Z

okay im officially setting all my entries to friends ONLY!
gosh.
now i know that evil people look at my lj.
it scares me... maybe i should get a new one...
yeah maybe i will.

waruikodomo195 @ 2006-02-28T20:19:00

2006-03-01T06:33:56Z

i dont know why i was so tired.
i just woke up and feel super salty or something...

i feel horrible about the things i said to you, keri chan...i havent cried like that for a long time and and...im sorry...you dont deserve to be treated like that...im so selfish...you wanted a friend, and i wont let you have one...i dont know...

worst karma of my life.
brb

waruikodomo195 @ 2006-02-25T23:02:00

2006-02-26T09:06:55Z

im tired.
somethings wrong with me.
please help me.
become a better person.

waruikodomo195 @ 2006-02-24T21:28:00

2006-02-25T07:28:46Z

XD yeahhH!
stolen from eunhye.

mwahahaha 102 FACTS ABOUT ME!!! MWAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

1. i think i hate too many people

2. i dont believe in those magic 8 ball things and stuff...that try to predict the future?
well actualy im just too scared of the truth

3. im too loud

4. my first crush was on this super smart person...that goes to iolani now...-coughbrianneimadacough-

5. i often say "im okay" when im not.

6. i say "yeah" too much

7. i dont like chocolate too much... but now i crave for it often..... <.<

8. my first anime was probally sailormoon, dbz, pokemon, gundam wing, and ranma.

9. i like the thrill of saw 2

10. my current obsession is bandaids

10.5 i thnk miyavi would look great in drag... (random)

11. i secretly wish i was a guy...sometimes

12. i also wish i had nice hair T_T

13. music is my anti depressant

14. im a horrible person deep down inside

15. i do things on impluse...alot

16. i like to kiss cuts

17. i think physcology is facasnating

18. im a hypocrite (most of the time)

19. i enjoy band...but choose not to tell. <.<

20. i really like kalbi -yummm-

21. i think im becoming evil

22. im selfish

23. i like the taste and smell of cigaretes.

24. my dream car is an audi a4 or a6

25. i want to live in japan, one time in my life

26. i swear too much

27. im not indecisive about my favorite things...ive gotten it down by twos

28. im weak..physically and emotionally

29. its strange. because its enjoyable to look at pretty guys...but im not straight. lol

30. i tend to act too much like a little kid. so says keri chan

31. i speak my mind too much

32. im attracted to intraverted people.

33. every piano song ive played, i never finished learning

34. i think sometimes im too violent

35. im a very touchy person

36. i take things too seriously and personal sometimes

37. i love to wear pants...i dont know why

38. i get irritated easily by people who try to correct people

39. i think i dont value life enough...i should more

40. i listen to nukegara by pura when im sad or depressed

41. i dont like alcohal and i dont get drunk

42. i get claustro around alot of people

43. i wanted a dog from pre K to 4th grade then from 5th to 8th i wanted a cat :D

44. i tend to have insomnia alot...

45. im obsessed with hair

46. ...and touching it XD

47. pain killers?

48. im scared of the world

49. im irritated by people who act like theyre in love. or pretend to be in love and say that they love something more than someone else.

50. im afraid of being lied to

51. i love hugs :D well... only be a few people.... <.<

52. i feel like ignorance isnt bliss...

53. i think the song "im in love with a stripper" is really weird...and that song "im in love with a one night stand"...

54. im irritated by far because of dubbed anime [esp. naruto]

55. i dont get sick too easily.

56. i like city lights

57. i think i have anger problems... <.<

58. i have many back problems and stuff.

59. one of my worst habbits is staring

60. i think im pretty good at ignoring peop-- i mean things... :D

61. books are kind of bleh to me... depending on what its about and such.

62. i love corn...seriously i think its awesomely tasty :D

63. i dont care for writing...

64. okay this one time i was at toys and joys....and i saw inuyasha origami....i was all like "what is this world coming to??!"
gosh...

65. when i was tiny, i acted exactly the same as i do now :D

66. i love it when people laugh..some that is...

67. "60. I think I'm the biggest dork in the world." <--im a bigger one

68. tiddly winks is a cool game.

69. <---i giggle when i see this number

70. motoko and sakaki are the two coolest girl characters in love hina and azumanga

71. i like fire

72. my favorite yaoi is probally "passion"

73. when i pms...its only for like 5 days XD [too personal?]

74. i really like popcorn :D

75. my favorite calpico flavor is peach

76. i like studio ghibli movies

77. im kind of lactose intolerant <--sp?

78. i worry even when something isnt wrong...

79. i wish people would worry less about me

80. i like some oldies...most of em at least lol

81. I LOVE GARLIC -drools-

82. i am too abrupt....sometimes

83. i get jealous too much

84. i over react on alot of things

85. one of my favorite snacks is triscut with garlic and herb cream cheese

86. one of my top favorite instant ramen is nong shim, vegetal OR kimchee flavor

87. i like udon better than saimin

88. i like vitaminwater -my fav. flavors are energy and focus

89. my favorite game on n64 is zelda: ocarina of time and mario party 1

90. penguins only appeared to be cuter to me after i met keri chan

91. after love hina, my tokyo pop manga collection started slow with... chobits, gto, mars, and real about
highschool

92. i never timed myself finishing a rubiks cube, but i can XD

93. next to ranma and love hina and mars, the longest series i have is x/1999

94. i have a total of four scars on my left hand

95. i like girly chick flick movies

96. ^ not the irritating kind though

97. sadly...prince of tennis doesnt really interest me much

98. i am a democrat and against pres. bush

99. i have artheritis (so i think.... <.<)

100. i love the loved ones... :D i love them gooood

101. i havent owned a dog in my life... lol get the relation (101 dogs.. lol) -cracks up- not on crack
though....

102. i take things too personal sometimes

waruikodomo195 @ 2006-02-11T23:00:00

2006-02-12T09:10:07Z

today was so bleh.

---->band = no solo T_T
DAMN YOU MOANALUA (sorry eunhye) DAMN YOU!
-POINTS TO THE DIRECTION OF MOANALUA MIDDLE-
RAWR!!!
this BOY from MOANALUA gets teh tuba solo in honorband.
-sobness-
just cuz i missed ONE practice... so says mr.yuu.
gosh...

---->went home and slept for a hour

---->went to practice
uhmm...i dunno...boring ness.
darn filipinoness. (i hate it)
gosh ohwell.

---->i miss you
i really do miss you.
and i hope everything is okay with you.
yeha you.
yeahh
YOU! -points-
you know who you are. lol
butcha.
take care of your self.

see you all in hell-i mean school.
:D

waruikodomo195 @ 2006-02-09T23:35:00

2006-02-10T09:51:10Z

PLEASE DONNT GOOOO.
now my feelings for you now theyre lost cuz were through anymoreee
ill write you
ill call you
NOOOOW.

gosh you. making me like listen to so much AAR.
haha.
sorry bout the pms.
take care of yourself.
:D i do crazy things when im sad.
gosh you emo kid. gosh you.
hehe
i dunno
ill update when something exciting happens XD

waruikodomo195 @ 2006-02-04T22:18:00

2006-02-05T08:30:16Z

kailis birthday was awesome :D
haha i feel alot closer to eunhye so thats kool.
i guess shes like, my bestest friend? or closest or whatever.
haha uhm...
then then i didnt go to sleep for a long time and kept everyone up.
then..
we went swimming at rec 1.
pretty crazy. and then and then i went to the darn solo and emsemble crap. we did so junk. blehhh..
practice was cold as hell.
anyways.
had ribs for dinner.
:D

love you all

waruikodomo195 @ 2006-01-30T11:29:00

2006-01-30T21:29:44Z

im back
:D

waruikodomo195 @ 2006-01-19T20:38:00

2006-01-20T06:41:28Z

haha
i just finished watching the new pura vid on hotwave. (got in from kurage..) uhms and uh! buchi kind of reminds me of remii. yeh. anyways~ ryuutarou was adorable at the end. the guy makes funny poses. and instead of laughing at him. he kinda, just looks at him in this kool way. i dunno it was funny XD

:D i love kelli

and uhm. i found out that i only kinda get along with grace?
.-. i dunno i felt left out today with kaili. er she likes liz more than me? lol yeah
and i think she thinks im weird...anyways i miss peoples. oh and if youre reading this. then uh.
i can only do sommething really fast on friday. cuz i gotta leave at 6pm for practice. yeah.

waruikodomo195 @ 2006-01-16T22:42:00

2006-01-17T08:45:27Z

mathy ness did not go well.
i dont want to talk about it.
er. i think im done with all that.

anyways. connective math is crap too.

i think i only like alg now.
or straight out math problems like eqautions and such.

enough about that.

i love keri chan. and im happy to be back from band camp.
i missed you all. well only grace and keri chan. oh well XD

waruikodomo195 @ 2006-01-09T22:30:00

2006-01-10T08:34:20Z

i am the fuck up.
officially.
band camp just... -sigh- i like to play band but barely anymore...it just makes me sad now...
gosh. i love her. but im always doing a bad job. im hoorrible at love.

but why do i love? was i meant to be with someone? i always thought id be alone actually...

im sorry keri chan.
i love you.

waruikodomo195 @ 2006-01-03T00:29:00

2006-01-03T10:30:57Z

merry newyear to you all

this year is gonna be the best. i can feel it.
haha we kissed at 12, so its gonna mean looooooove
yay
and maybe it means alot of mochi...
i ate so much mochi

but
i love mochi
i love keri chan too

waruikodomo195 @ 2005-12-23T01:55:00

2005-12-23T12:03:00Z

hm.
well today was pretty interesting and fun.
technically YESTERDAY was fun. (cuz its 1:47 AM dec 23)

it was a pretty HAPPY BIRTHDAY for keri chan!
i love her alot and i hope she had fun walking around pearls. she was smiling alot. even when we went to go play tennis, she was super happy cuz i gave her a stuffed penguin. i was happy too.

i used my ninja skills and stalked remii for eunhye.

i found out many new interesting things.
love is a crazy thing. maybe to overused and thrown around too much. although, i use it alot.

well. i have come to the realization that my intuition was correct. yes.
zach does like grace.
i knew it ever since he kept talking about her... alot. XD uh well, basically it was pretty sad.

he cried today on aim. i guess hes really in love. well its kinda scary cuz i remember it like it was just yesterday when we were playing pokemon all together. gah. anyways. well he says this:

Stewie202: i cant stop thinking about her
Stewie202: .....
Stewie202: T.T
jennakun desu: *pat pat*
Stewie202: all i want for christmas is grace
jennakun desu: i see
jennakun desu: why do you like her anyways?
jennakun desu: shes cute yeah?
Stewie202: yea and shes smart, and nice, and likes things i like
jennakun desu: yeah shes really cool

ehh i feel bad for him. its sad, but i feel like remii is a better match for grace sadly. even as my lifelong friend, i feel he matches elsewhere just not really with grace. let fate decide.

i love you keri chan, happy birthday
you all take care of yourself

waruikodomo195 @ 2005-12-21T21:30:00

2005-12-22T07:42:40Z

today = alot of math
it was fun. but i found out that i am a pathetic mathelete. goodness all these people with two digit totals and i only get 7. *sigh* i must practice so i can become genious-er...

<3 mathness yay! okay okay so yeah i wanna practice. what should i practice? word problems?? yeah for the st.louis papahana competition i should do that i guess... I JUST CANT WAIT TO GAMBLE AGAIN!!! gah
i must practice 3D tic tac toe also. okay okay. yep

OMG MATH PROJECT AND SOCIAL STUDIES PROJECT YO.
okay the math one is pretty fun, but social studies is just bleeeh. goodness who cares. oh well. maybe i just dont care about that class cuz its boring and stupid.

okay. now im starting to feel bad. AM I SUPPOSED TO BOTHER GRACE ABOUT REMII?!! i mean maybe im just being irritating. goodness i dont know? butcha. i feel kinda like a prick or something.

keri chan. she was super sad yesterday, she has her highs and lows, but now shes better today. im not sure but im not giving her enough attention. although i guess it just seemed like i was cuz i think about her all the time but then its like i guess i dunno she doesnt feel loved. i love her alot, and ill show her how much i do.

KUCHUU BURANKO
okay who the hec doesnt like it? i mean seriously. its the closest yet to old style tarou and i think its totally cute. i love the voice i love the song. especially tsuki no hikari wo tayori ni. that song is super kool. anyways i keep missing the yousendit files of the PV...hopefully ill catch the next one or something. yups overall i rate it a 9.5/10
excellent.

sectionals weekend

2005-12-19T07:46:01Z

gosh...
freaking long weekend. we had sectionals (sectionals = best teams on oahu plays)
we kinda sucked-ish sorta. i dunno but we kicked some ass against the teams we wanted to. so it was all good in the end.

i got almost all my shopping done for all my friends. i got my ds!
yay for DS~
congrats to eunhye who got her bass! yay mitsu2? lol anyways.
i am a hella alot tired.

today is a day of wednesday

2005-12-01T04:10:50Z

'convo of the day'
jrock sekai: you're so crazy
jennakun desu: MAN
jennakun desu: XDDD
jennakun desu: IM CRAZY YEH SAY??
jrock sekai: YESH

too much harry potter....
anyways i finished it and im ready to recieve my 44 points. whooo! anyways i dont really want to go back to school. cuz i dont want to encounter drama and irritating people (YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!)
yes. yes... anyways too much projects to be lullying about writing in my lj, stupid projects, ill be bacK!!!!

more dreams??

2005-11-28T21:41:34Z

okay this the fricking second time im writing this ALLL OVER AGAIN!! okay sorri im just pissed...
anyways dreams... well like i had like a billion but they all kinda tied into each other... so yeah its just one really huge ass one.

something about two jpop artists like utada hikaru and ayumi hamasaki or something. anyways they were here in hawaii and they had a rent-a-car toyota or something... and then we went to the movies together and then like when we came out i remember asking them "do you listen to plastic tree?" or "do you know plastic tree?" or something like that and they just shrugged. when we went outside we seen all these like 'moke' people (cj adams type) and all we saw was the engine and i was like oh hell no. they took apart the car and left just the engine. i cracked one of them in the face and they all just kinda stared at me... they looked like they were about ready to kill me. and then i ran away to the grocery store or something. like safeway.

i met my old friends there, like scott bryson zach preston jared just like everyone. anyways we were rolling around in shopping wagons which was just a random part of my dream. then we went to some kinda hotel.

in the hotel we had this small room with like four beds. and this weird air vent where you could see to the other room. it was kinda an old hotel room thing. it had like calico curtains and like reminded me of like a cowboy house or somehting anyways.... for whatever reason my friends were having a farting contest or something so i went to go to the air vent for air and i saw remi kimura (the girl) and she was talking about watching this really old movie. it was VHS and everything in a green container. and then all the sudden zach pops outta nowhere and i see this door open ( you know how hotels have like doors to the other rooms ) and im like, "is that where you and your parents are staying?" and then we walk in.

then its like this super loong flight of stairs, but its like this mansion thing. it had like brown wood walls or something it was really nice. kinda like bishop musuems floors and such. and then like we kept walking really far and there was like a billion floors and such. there were pianos and i was super tempted to play them. then all the sudden we ended up in alamoana.... SO HIS MANSION HAD ALAMOANA IN IT???

gosh i dont understand my dreams

then in alamoana these people kept bumping into me. i got really mad again (anger dream man XD)
and then like these haole people bumped into me really hard and i dropped all these pics of keri chan.
i tried to grab them and then this person just ran up to me and stole them. i ran after him and kicked his ass for some reason. man so violent. anyways i grabbed the pics and hugged them. yeahh then i just kinda woke up...

weird dreams...

dreams?!

2005-11-27T19:59:28Z

i actually remembered about three of them...

first one.
okay so it was kinda short but what i can remember is like all my band friends went to like the water park or something. and then like people couldnt get across this big lake water thing so they asked me if i could paddle for them. and then for some reason they gave me Q tips as paddles. (...)yeah i know what you thinking... i was like "WTF?!!!" anyways i was moving really fast with them. and then this flutest was being kinda weird and hung onto me and choked me until we both fell over the thing and then she was pulling me down trying to drown me. and then i just lifted her up and told her, "we can stand in this freakin water..." i tell you flutests, sometimes woodwinds just are too fairy like...

second one.
gosh this involved mr.c (alg teacher...more like waste of time teacher). anyways we were learning a lesson... and i asked him something like, "oh can i leave class" or something and he started going on and on and on about somehting stupid and i wasnt even paying attention... then all of the sudden i walked away. and thats the end of it. XDDD

third one.
damnit i can barely remember it. but it had something to do with dancing...
so yeah i dunno... dancing.

so thats the dreams.

yesterday was fun.
we played hard in our game, in kalani against kilauea, and we lost sadly as a team. but me and keri chan won our game together 8-1!!! which is excellent. i lost my singles match 5-8... sadness but oh wells i tried hard. uhh after our wonderful game, our whoooole 3.5 (14) team went down to kahala mall to kill some time. (some of us had to buy new shirts since ours were all sweaty o__o;; yeahh that was me... anyways! after we killed some time, we went to have our potluck... AT CHUCK E. CHEESE!! oh yeaaaah!!!
we danced and played games and got prizes at the end. basically it was a fun day! yups.. well today i have another game... if something exciting happens... ill write in here.

waruikodomo195 @ 2005-11-23T20:51:00

2005-11-24T07:04:31Z

maaaan its so funny... im watching that show "but can they sing?" on VH1 and it has this chinese lady who cant pronounce anything and she sings really bad but its soooo funneh... butcha i only watch it because shes amusing XDD all the other people cant sing either. yeah its a show about celeberties who are doing like an american idol thing... man just watch it...

http://www.vh1.com/shows/series/but_can_they_sing/voting/index.jhtml <--- watch this click on bai ling

mwahaha.
we have karaoke on our free on demand thing. mwahaha. XD
anyways. maybe ill just like update later.

waruikodomo195 @ 2005-11-20T20:01:00

2005-11-21T06:04:29Z

today was pretty bleh.

i won my tennis match...cept for the fact that keri chan gets mad at me alot its okay?

*sigh*
i found out a secret of keri chan. she kissed another guy? yeh... so uh i was bummed about that... she said he was trying to make this boy who had a crush on her, jealous. i love her so much. im pretty devistated. what do i do?

im not a boy.
and i cant give you what you want.

tear tear im always laughed at... WHICH IS A GOOD THING!! XD

2005-11-12T10:21:52Z

just call me an oxy moron XDD tee hee. gosh... life gets happy and sad by the minute... i make keri chan cry wonderful tears of joy and then i find out eunhyes oppa (i think thats wrong?) is deciding to move. gah. but tis okay... BUT IT ISNT! but...cha... will everything be okay??? will eun hye move??? NOOooOoo!! but will i only be keeping her against her will where she could be fluttering with all of the bishounen of moanalua or wherevers that place is??? AGHH~ i dunno i guess its better for her yeah?? but then...she cant meet all of keri chans jrock friends... =__=;; pros and cons: SHES THE BESTEST BUDDEH IVE EVER HAD!!(goodness lord why take her away?!) *ahrm*, ill miss her alot..., im sure all of our friends will, and shell be uber far and i probally can only visit her a lil, BUT THEN AGAIN SHE CAN MEET A BISHOUNEN, but of course what about mhs?? they have some prettyful bishounen, gosh. I DUNNO!!~ but i love keri chan! WHOOT! gosh when we get into high school i cant wait to go on alot of wonderful dates and such... gaaah too perfect...but itll be uber sad if eun hye isnt there...OH YEAH ANOTHER THING IS!! she can see all her wonderful friends down by salt lake side. >.<....

STUPID MYSPACE

2005-11-12T02:31:40Z

GOSH I F***KING HATE MYSPACE!!!!!!
gosh these stuppod peoples keep trying to pick up my gf
it makes me so mad... its like... i dunno they send stupid stuff to her
and goodness sometmies i tell you... gosh im not supposed to be angry. but what can you expect?

gosh i shall update later when im not so angry...

gah im so saddish...

2005-11-10T09:07:13Z

-NOoooOO SHE CANT MOOOVE-

gah im so sad... i actually cried thinking about like my buddeh moving... ive gotten so close to her over the pass i dont know...year or so-ish. yeahh. im just sad. i got a nice choke of love lol... nawh hugs are nice... im still so sad... BUT WHY IF SHE ISNT MOVING?!! maybe cause i thought she was... dunno. it makes me sad though... I HOPE SHE DOESNT MOVE but... but... what if she moved and met some kooler people?!
i dunno. but but- were humans right? so were selfish!!! yay! but still... i hope she doesnt moove

-holy crap i almost died-

well i sorta almost did. i really felt like it. i tell you... it was scary....anyways its not important
BUT I GOT TO SEE KERI CHAN TODAY ^_^ LIFE IS WORTH LIVING!! yay

ANYWAYS LESSONS LEARNED....
1) dont ever get high cause your naturally high so youll get even more high then die
2) EVERYONE SHOULD HUG MORE!!!

what is it like tuesday or something?

2005-11-02T09:53:45Z

*yawn* boy is life amusing
yesh like grace said...
'shit has happened'
doesnt it always? yeah i guess...
but like i just want to choose to ignore things
is it right to act nonchalant? but then its like...
"WAAAH BOO HOO NO ONES PAYING ATTENTION TO ME"
*ahrm* yesh thats not very appropriate but its the truth...
although i do think everyone likes attention? well not alot of it
but at least for the matters of existance...right? yeahh

*sighness* poor keri chan...she has so much stress...
i just wish i could run away to her house and give her a big hug and kiss so she could feel better
i miss her dearly...i wish i could help more...i must work on that...

FATAL FRAM 2
maaan that game looks pretty fun but scary....maybe its just inspired cause im listening to the awesome song by tsukiko amano...its very pretty...

ARGH PSP OR MD OR OTHER?!! GAH must decide before christmas...ehh i guess thats it for today

jya ne
jennakun

namae no nai hana lyrics

2005-10-22T08:23:24Z

Plastic Tree - Namae no nai hana

tatsu da dekita ototsu no machida
zutto minageta yume mo GARASO

kousa ta wakamori mide kurai na
tohou ni kurei te ni ushi naimichi
sayonara takusa omoi dashite
furi ni ugame MERODII

totemo kagaiete miaru sora o
sabita buranko koi da aogu

nagara teku mo rakajojo desu
sukima no aoi zutto nagameta
mae ha gate omoi no getara

furei kieta

kaze ga karaate tsumetai setsu no yokande
guru guru mawaru setsunai kokoro tobasarete
tatte yo ii nagara kimi ni made todoke wa ii na
boku dake no hana kisetsu atsureni sa ittai ra ii na

mirai made suke wo yoide samui sora

kotoba tsubui de tsukuru kibou
asa wo dasakuri de mata sagasu

ii yotsu kaze ni sekai no egai da
kimi no gaku edo gude kedo toshi de sa
deikita rasugi sa ri ikanakicha asaru mae ni

kaze ga karaate tsumetai setsu no ni oide
kira kira shiteru tsunao na kokoro kizuitaiyo
tada yuranagara kimi no maede waratadai da
namae no nai hana ki setsu atsureni saitara iira

mirai made mukede yoide samui sora

kaze ga karaate tsumetai setsu no yokande
guru guru mawaru setsunai kokoro tobasarete
tatte yo ii nagara kimi ni made todoke wa ii na
boku dake no hana kisetsu atsureni sa ittai
tatte ira nagara kimi no maede wara tetaida
namae no nai hana ki setsu atsureni saitara iira

mirai made mukede yoide samui sora

its my best guess so... please be kind! XD